Sunday, November 19, 2006

17 signs of falling in love...






























You were so busy thinking about that
person, you
didnt notice number twelve.


You just scrolled up to check & are now
laughing at yourself.

Saturday, November 18, 2006

"Heaven's Grocery Store"

As I was walking down life's highway
many years ago
I came upon a sign that read
Heavens Grocery Store.

When I got a little closer
the doors swung open wide
And when I came to myself
I was standing inside.
I saw a host of angels.

They were standing everywhere
One handed me a basket
and said "My child shop with care."

Everything a human needed
was in that grocery store
And what you could not carry
you could come back for more

First I got some Patience.
Love was in that same row.
Further down was Understanding,
you need that everywhere you go.

I got a box or two of Wisdom
and Faith a bag or two.
And Charity of course
I would need some of that too.

I couldn't miss the Holy Ghost
It was all over the place.
And then some Strength
and Courage to help me run this race.

My basket was getting full
but I remembered I needed Grace,
And then I chose Salvation for
Salvation was for free
I tried to get enough of that to do
for you and me.

Then I started to the counter
to pay my grocery bill,
For I thought I had everything
to do the Masters will.

As I went up the aisle
I saw Prayer and put that in,
For I knew when I stepped outside
I would run into sin.

Peace and Joy were plentiful,
the last things on the shelf.
Song and Praise were hanging near
so I just helped myself.

Then I said to the angel
"Now how much do I owe?"
He smiled and said
"Just take them everywhere you go."

Again I asked "Really now,
How much do I owe?"
"My child" he said, "God paid your bill
long long time ago."

>>>> My friend just send this poem to me... And I want you to read this... It's really a nice poem that you'll treasure... =)

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

If Only.....

> As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl
> next to me. She was
> my so called 'best friend'. I stared at her long,
> silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she
> didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After
> she
> walked up to me and asked me for the notes she
> had missed the day
> before. I handed them to her. She said 'thanks'
> gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I
> want her to know that I dont want to be just
> friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I dont
> know why.
> 11th grade, the phone rang. On the other end, it
> was
> her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on
> how her love had broke her heart. She asked me
> come over because she didn't want to be
> alone, so I did. As
> I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft
> eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one
> Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips,
> she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me,
> said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I
> want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't
> to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy,
> and I dont know why.
> Senior year, The day before prom she walked to
> my locker. "My date is sick"; she said, hes not
> gonna go" well, I didn't have a date, and in
> 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of
> had dates, we would go together- just as 'best
> friends'. So we did. Prom night, after everything
> was over, I was standing at her front door step. I
> stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at
> me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine,
> but she doesn't think of me like that, and I know
> Then she said- "I had the best time, thanks!" and
> gave me a kiss on
> the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know
> I dont want to
> be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I
> don't know why.
> A day passed, then a week, then a month.
> Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I
> watched as her perfect body floated like an angel
> up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to
> mine- but she didn't notice me like that, and I
> it. Before everyone went home, she came to me
> her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her.
> Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and
> 'you're my best friend, thanks' and gave me a
> on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to
> that I dont want to be just friends, I love her but
> just too shy, and don't know why.
> Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is
> getting married. That girl is getting married now.
> watched her say 'I do' and drive off to her new
> married to another man. I wanted
> her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that,
> and I knew it. But before she drove away, she
> came to me and said 'you came! She
said 'thanks'
> and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I
> want her to know that I dont want to be just
> friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I
> know why.
> Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a
> who used to be my 'best friend'. At the service,
> they read a diary entry she had wrote
> in her high school years. This is what it read:
> "...I stare at him wishing he was mine; but he
> doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want
> tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to
> just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I
> don't know why.
> I wish he would tell me he loved me!... 'I wish I
> too...' I thought to myself, and I cried.



Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Blog? It's been a long time since i have updated my blog....

Karma? It means deed, action or destiny... It is something that one individual has done, will be doing or will do... It might be a good karma or bad karma..It's kinda weird.. Right?

Law of Karma? It is a belief in some religions like Hinduism, Sikhism and Jainism... Most of the people is responsible of what they have done... This law of karma will give you the good or bad effects of what you have done from the past... Whether it is good effect or bad effect,,, No one knows when it will occur and what would be the effect... So beware on what you're doing!!!

This law is freaky... As of now, I think my bad karma has taken place... Maybe I am not aware of what I'm doing on some people that there are times that I am hurting their feelings in the past... Now, I am experiencing that kind of pain,,, A pain that can last forever because of someone who made me feel complete but in the end I found out that it is a BIG Lie,,, I am not distressed about my karma... Maybe, this bad karma will teach everyone to regret on all the things one individual is doing...

Actually, my KARMA, is someone... Should I call him TAKEN FOR GRANTED!!! cause before his always telling me that I am taken for granted... And so? If I am? That's the real me... I thought he would be my special friend or whatever that will make me happy until the end... He made me believed that all he was saying and doing is true... But he is a liar!!! He can't even explain that his true... You know who you are... But can't you just say sorry even once? All the lies that you have told me left a big pain in my heart... Your PRIDE? Duh! it's unreachable... Saying sorry just for once sincerely... YOU CAN NEVER DO IT...Being Hurt? Have you asked yourself on what you have done to me... It's triple the pain your experiencing... So why complained? Hahaha am i being emotional? Well because it really hurts... But it's alright because this is really the effect of what I have done in the past...

Whew! Karma? It can occur anywhere, anytime... So beware of your karma... Calling me TAKEN FOR GRANTED! It's alright well atleast I am being true on what I am saying and what I am doing... You made me happy before... Thank you for that... Sorry if I have hurt you...
Karma? I will not regret having my karma... Coz' it's teaching me to be a better individual... I just hope you'll be happy...

Easing the pain? It really takes time to forget it... Well, that's life... Sometimes Happy and sometimes sad...

Monday, November 13, 2006

rules of relationships

Relationship Rules

  1. If someone wants you, nothing can keep them away. If he/she doesn’t want you, nothing can make them stay.
  2. Stop making excuses for a man/woman and his/her behavior.
  3. Allowing your intuition (or spirit)) to save you from heartache.
  4. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that’s not meant ot be.
  5. Slower is better.
  6. Never live your life for a man/woman before you find what makes you truly happy.
  7. If a relationship ends becaue your partner was not treating you as you deserve, then HECK NO(!) you can’t “be friends”. A friend wouldn’t mistread a freind.
  8. Don’t settle.
  9. If you feel like they are stringing you along, then they probably are.
  10. Don’t stay because you think “it will get better”. You’ll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
  11. The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
  12. Always have your own set of friends separate from theirs.
  13. Maintain boundaries in how your parnter treats you. If something bothers you, speak up.
  14. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.
  15. You cannot change anyone’s behaviors. Change comes from within.
  16. Don’t EVER make them feel they are more important than you.. even if she/he has more education or a better job.
  17. Never let someone define who you are.
  18. Never borrow someone eles’e parther;
  19. If she/he cheated with you, she’ll/he’ll cheat on you.
  20. A person will only treat you the way you ALLOW them to treat you.
  21. All men are NOT dogs / All women are NOT bitches.
  22. You should not be the one doing all the bending... compromise is a two way street.
  23. You need time to heal between relationships.. there is nothing cute about baaggage... deal with your issues before pursuin a new relationship.
  24. You should never look for someone to complete you... a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals.. look for someone complimentary.. not supplementary.
  25. Dating is fun... even if she/he doesn’t turn out to be mrs. or mr. right

" They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, and an entire life to forget them. "

Sunday, November 12, 2006

“Muling pagkikita”

Bakasyon na naman! Tuwang-tuwa si Ann at si Joyce dahil libreng-libre na silang gumala.

“Yes! Ang saya talaga wala na tayong pasok Joyce. Hay Makakapaglakwatsa na ng malaya kanila Mommy at Daddy,” wika ni Ann. “Ikaw talaga!!! Pasaway kang babae ka puro lakwatsa nasa isip mo porket bakasyon na. Bakit hindi mo gayahin si Mikhail na kahit may kasintahang katulad mo ay hindi napapabayaan yung pag-aaral niya,” sagot ni Joyce. “Hay naku Joyce, kaya nga nagpapasalamat ako at dumating sa buhay ko si Mikhail at saka hindi ko naman napapabayaan yung pag-aaral ko ha.’” Sagot ni Ann ng may pagmamalaki.

Tumambad sa kanilang pag-uusap ang pagtunog ng telepono sa kanilang bahay. . “Joyce sagutin mo nga yang telepono at nagluluto ako rito,” pasigaw na sabi ni Ann. Sinagot ni joyce ang telepono ng napakahinhin, “Hello”. “Hello Joyce, si Mikhail ito pwede bang makausap si Ann at may sasabihin akong ikakatuwa niyo,” ang masayang wika ni Mihail. “Kaso nagluluto siya Mikhail eh. Tumawag ka na lng ulit mamaya,” sabi ni Ann. Nagmamadaling nagsalita si Mikhail na, “ Huwag na ikaw na lang ang magsabi sa kanya na my bahay kami sa Mambukal, Bacolod kaya’t maari tayong magbakasyun doon sa makalawa at nakakuha na ako ng apat na ticket. Isama mo na rin si Patrick para maging Masaya. Malungkot na sumagot si Joyce na, “O sige, sasabihin ko kay Ann at magpapaalam muna kami sa mga magulang namin. Si Patrick? Naku hiwalay na kami noon.” “Ha? Kailan pa? O siya huwag na natin siya isama, maghahanap na lang ako ng kasamang iba. Okei? Sige paalam,” wika ni Mikhail. “Okei lang yun, sige salamat ha. Sige paalam” wika ni Joyce.

Nasasabik na pumunta si Joyce kay Ann at ikwenento ang paanyaya ni Mikhail sa dalawa. Kaya’t agad naman nag-paalam ang dalawa sa kanilang magulang at pinayagan naman sila kaagad dahil malaki ang tiwala sa kanila ng kanilang mga magulang.

Nag-iisip si Mikhail kung sino ang maaaring isama nila sa bakasyon dahil nakabili na siya ng apat na ticket para sa kanila at para mabawasan na rin ang lungkot ni Joyce. “Hay! Sayang naman at nagkahiwalay na si Joyce at Patrick bagay na bagay pa naman sila,” nanghihinayang na sinabi ni Mikhail. “Oo nga at parang perpekto na si Patrick ngunit niloko niya lang ang pinsan ko at mayroon siyang ibang babae!,” galit na sagot ni Ann. “Ganun? Ang sama naman niya. Ang swerte niya na nga kay Joyce eh maganda at matalino na tapos lolokohin niya lang,” sabi ni Mikhail. “ Sana lang ay maging masaya na ang pinsan ko,” ang malungkot na banggit ni Ann. “Aha! Alam ko na kung sino ang isasama sa Bacolod! At tiyak na magiging masaya si Joyce pag nakilala niya ang kaklase ko noong hayskul na si Kristofer,” ang natutuwang pagsasalita ni Mikhail. “O cge imbitahan mo na siya at ako ay uuwi na at maaga pa ang biyahe natin bukas, mag-ingat ka ha,” ang wika ni Ann.

Pinuntahan ni Mikhail si kristofer sa kanilang bahay upang anyayahan ito. Nasasabik na nagtanong si Mikhail na, ”Pare pwede ka ba sumama magbakasyon sa amin sa Mambukal, Bacolod? Sagot ko na naman ang ticket at pagkain kaya sumama ka na ha.” Sagot naman ni Kristofer ay “Oo naman pare! Ikaw pa malakas ka sa akin eh. Kailan ba tayo aalis?” Sumagot si Mikhail na, “Pare bukas na ng 4:00 ng umaga. Magkita na lang tayo sa NAIA ha. Wala ng bawian. Nagulat si Kristofer ngunit pumayag na rin siya. Masayang umuwi si Mikhail dahil nasasabik na siya bukas eh.

Kinabukasan at kumpleto na ang apat sa Airport at naghihintay ng flight nila ngunit mahuhuli raw ito ng 2 oras kaya’t nagkwentuhan lang muna roon ang apat habang naghihintay. “Siya nga pala, ito si Kristofer ang matalik kong kaibigan nung hayskul,” sabi ni Mikhail. “Ako naman si Joyce ang pinsan ni Ann,” ang wika ni Joyce.

“At ako naman si Ann ang kasintahan ng tukmol na to,” wika ni Ann sabay turo kay Mikhail. “Kinagagalak ko kayo makilala,” sabi ni Kristofer na medyo nahihiya pa sa kanila.

Habang naghihintay sila sa Airport ay may dumaan sa harap nila na isang bading na lubhang napakaarte. Dahil napansin ni Kristofer na tahimik na ang lahat at nakikita niya na medyo malungkot si Joyce bigla siyang tumayo at nagkilos na parang isang bading. “Hi mga geeerls! Maganda kayo pero mas maganda ako at ito ang gwapo kong boyfriend,” masayang pagsasalita ni Kristofer. Napangiti naman niya agad si Joyce dahil sa ginawa nito. Kaya natuwa si Ann at sinabi kay Mikhail na, “ Tama ang pagpili mo kay Kristofer dahil mukhang mapapasaya niya si Joyce.”

Mamaya ay dumating na ang eroplanong sasakyan nila at sumakay na sila rito. Makalipas ang 45 minuto ay lumapag na sila sa Bacolod. At agad naman silang sinundo ng katiwala nila Mikhail upang dahil sila sa bahay nito sa Mambukal.

“Wow! Ang laki pala ng bahay niyo dito Mikhail,” wika ni Joyce na namamangha. “Naku hindi naman masyado. Oo nga pala malapit lang dito yung talon kaya pwede tayong maligo doon ngayon,”wika ni Mikhail. “Naku patay ka sa’kin Mikhail lulunurin kita doon,” pabirong wika ni Ann. “Kayo na lang muna ang magpunta doon maiiwan na lang ako dito sa bahay,” wika ni Joyce. “Bakit naman pinsan? Pumunta tayo rito para magsaya hindi magmukmok,” wika ni Ann. “Sumama ka na Joyce. Masarap lumanggoy dun,” wika ni Mikhail. Ngunit hindi umiimik si Joyce at sumenyas sa kanila na maiwan na lang daw siya sa bahay. “Hay naku, sasama na lang kita dito Joyce,” wika ni Kristofer. “Naku huwag na Kristofer sumama ka na lang sa kanila at magsaya doon. Ayos lang ako dito kaya ko ang sarili ko,”wika ni Joyce. Naisip ni Kristofer na magsalita muli na parang bading upang mapangiti at mapapayag si Joyce na sumama. “Alam mo ba kung bakit gusto kita samahan ha. Kasi pag sumama ako sa kanila maligo mangingitim ako samantalang ikaw ay hindi. Hindi yata ako makakapayag na matalbugan mo ang beauty ko. Kaya kung maiiwan ka maiiwan din ako.” Natuwa ang lahat sa ginawa ni Kristofer kaya’t nagpasya na si Joyce na sumama. “Sige na at sasama na ko para ang beauty mo pa rin ang mangibabaw Krisa,” pabirong sagot ni Joyce.

Nagtungo na nga ang apat sa talon at doon ay nagpiknik, nagitara at naligo sa doon sa may talon. Sadyang naging masaya ang apat roon at tila ba walang masamang nangyari kay Joyce. “ Salamat sa inyo ha.,” wika ni Joyce. “Ano ka ba? Wala yun pinsan,” wika ni Ann. “Lahat naman tayo ay nagsasaya saka tama lang yun para makalimutan mo si Patrick,” wika ni Mikhail. “Patrick? Ako din yun ha,” wika ni Kristofer. “Anong ikaw? Yun ang ex-boyfriend ni Joyce,” nagtatakang wika ni Joyce. “Ikaw talaga Kristofer oh! Kasi Patrick Kristofer Reyes ang buong panggalan niya,” banggit ni Mikhail. “ Mukhang pamilyar sa akin ang pangalan na yun ah,” sabi ni Ann. “Teka nag-aral ka ba noon sa St. Theresa’s Learning Center nung nursery ka Kristofer?,” tanong ni Joyce. “Oo, kaso hindi ko na naipagpatuloy dahil lumipat na kmi ng bahay. Naaalala ko nga dun yung kaibigan kong babae na si Precious na sobrang iyakin pag inaaway ng mga kaklase ko kaya lagi kong sinasamahan at pinapatawa,” sagot ni Kristofer. “Biruin mo sa bata mong yun naalala mo pa yung mga kaklase mo at nangyayari sa inyo,” wika ni Mikhail. “Oo nga pero parang pamilyar talaga ang panggalan mo,” wika ni Ann. “Crush ko pa nga yung iyakin nay un eh. Bakit mo nga pala natanong Joyce?,” sabi ni Kristofer. Nagtanong ulit si Joyce,”Anong seksyon mo? Apple ba?” Sumagot naman si Kristofer, “Oo at pano mo nalaman?” Napangiti lang si Joyce. “ Precious nga ba ang panggalan ng crush mo noon Kristofer?,”tanong ni Ann. “Oo Precious ang natatandaan kong panggalan niya,” sagot ni Kristofer. “Hahahahaha, Precious Joyce ang panggalan niyang pinsan ko at nag-aral din siya sa St. Theresa’s Learning Center at seksyon apple din,” natatawang wika ni Ann. “Kung ganon ikaw yung kaklase ko dating si Patrick na lagi ako kinakausap at nagtatanggol sa akin pag may kaaway ako,” sabi ni Joyce. Namula si Kristofer at halatang masayang masaya sa nalaman gayun din naman si Joyce. “Hoy Patrick Kristofer yung kinaiinggitan mong ganda ay dati mo palang crush noon,” nangaasar na sabi ni Mikhail. “Grabe parang destiny lang ha, biruin niyo nagkita pa kayong dalawa matapos ang ilang taon nagkita pa kayo at hindi niyo alam na magkaklase pa kayo dati,” wika ni Ann. “Precious natutuwa ako at nagkita tayong muli at maganda at mabait ka pa din tulad ng dati,” wika ni Kristofer. “Ako din Kristofer natutuwa ako ngunit ngayon ay palabiro ka na at nakayulong din sa akin dahil napapangiti mo pa din ako,” wika ni Joyce.

Umuwi na ang apat sa bahay nila Mikhail upang magpahinga. Pagod na pagod si Ann at Mikhail kayat nakatulog agad sila pag dating sa bahay. Masayang- masaya naman si Joyce at Kristofer sa muli nilang pagkikita at nagkwentuhan pa bago matulog. “Joyce iyakin! Hehehe… di ka na iyakin ngayon malungkutin na lang,” wika ni Kristofer. “Medyo lang kasi kakahiwalay lang namin ng kasintahan ko dahil niloko niya lang ako,” malungkot na sagot ni Joyce. “Hay naku huwag mo ng isipin yun dahil nandito naman ako eh.Joke!,” sabi ni Kristofer. “ Natutuwa ako at nagkita tayong muli dahil ikaw talaga yung nakakapagpasaya sa akinkahit nung bata pa tayo,” wika ni Joyce. “Basta tandaaan mo nagbalik na yung Patrick na lagging kumakausap at nagpapasaya sa’yo. Magdrama daw ba?” pabirong wika ni Kristofer. “ Salamat ha, o siya matulog na tayo at maaga pa ang biyahe natin pauwing Manila. Goodnight,” wika ni Joyce. “Godnight Precious,” sagot ni Kristofer.

Kinabukasan ay umuwi ng Manila ang apat at sadyang naging magandang alaala sa kanila ang pagbabakasyon sa Mambukal, Bacolod lalong - lalo na kay Joyce at Kristofer.

Lumipas na ang mga araw mula sa kanilang baksyon at patuloy pa din nagkikita sila Joyce at Kristofer. Isang araw sinorpresa ni Kristofer si Joyce. Nagpunta siya sa bahay nito at dinalaw ito. “Joyce, para sa iyo itong mga bulaklak na ito,” wika ni Kristofer. “Salamat ha, nandito nga pala si Mommy. Ipapakilala kita baka natatandaan ka pa niya saka si Tita Helen yung kaibigan niya,” wika ni Joyce. Pagpasok nila ay ipinakilala ni Joyce si Kristofer sa kanyang Mommy at sa kaibigan nito. Bumati naman si Kristofer sa kanyang Mommy at nagmano sa Tita Helen niya. Nagulat si Joyce kung bakit nagmano si Kristofer sa Tita Helen niya. “O Rosy nagkita nap ala ulit si Joyce at ang anak kong si Kristofer. Balita ko eh nanliligaw din ang aking anak kay Joyce,” wika ni Helen. “Ahh siya pala siya nab a si Patrick ang anak mo ang gwapo ha at ang bait,” sagot ng Mommy ni Joyce na si Rosy. “Tita Helen kayo pala ang Mommy nitong si Kristofer,” gulat na wika ni Joyce. “At Tita Rosa kayo naman po pala ang Mommy ni Joyce,” wika ni Kristofer. “Oo siyempre matalik kaming magkaibigan noon pa ma kaya nga pinagparehas naming kayo nun ng eskwela nung bata pa kayo kaso kinailangan kong ilipat si Kristofer dahil nadestino sa Ilo-Ilo ang Daddy nia kaya kinailangan naming lumipta,” ang banggit ni Helen. Natawa lang si Kristofer at si Joyce sa nangyari.

Ikwinento ng dalawa ang nangyari kay Mikhail at Ann. At halos mamula ang dalawa sa sobrang kilig sa nangyayayari. Hindi rin nagtagal at sinagot na ni Joyce si Kristofer dahil mukhang ayos na ang lahat para sa kanila at kasalukuyang masaya naman sila kahit minsan ay may konting di pagkakaintindihan. Samantala si Ann at si Mikhail ay patuloy pa din na masaya sa kanilang realsyon at nagkakilala na rin ang kanilang magulang

"MAikling Katha for Filipino" Ayos ba? Nyahaha!!!

Saturday, November 11, 2006

12 signs whe you're inlove

the 12 signs ur falling in love

The 12 signs that your falling in love
12. You'll read his/her IMS over and over again...
11. You'll walk really really slow while you're with him/her...
10. You'll feel shy whenever you're with him/her...
9. While thinking bout him/her...your heart will beat faster and faster...
8. By listening to his/her'll smile for no reason.
7. While looking at him/ cant see the other people around can only see that person...
6. You'll start listening to SLOW songs.
5. He/She becomes all you think about.
4. You'll get high just by their smell...
3. You'll realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about them..
2. You'll do anything for him/her...
1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time.

Tuesday, November 07, 2006


Is there a second a chance?

For us to continue the romance

The time we spend together

Is it really over?

I remember the time

The moments you are mine

In gladness and pain we share

We both know that we care

I thought it was forever

Coz you gave me much laughter

But now it is all done

But my feelings isn’t gone

You are one of my treasure

Handling you is a pleasure

But if you’ll back again

I wish it will not end

Is there a second chance?

Even though just a glance

To lessen the pain I feel

You’re the only that can heal

Is this only a dream?

But you can make it real

Chance that could make me happy

To satisfy you & me

Para sa dummy paper namin yan no! It's not really about my life why I wrote this poem. I don't even know howIi was able to make a poem like this... lolx! haha hope you like it =)

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Welcome To My Life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

Saturday, November 04, 2006

For All Of My Life

Come and lay here beside me
I'll tell you how I feel
There's a secret inside me
I'm ready to reveal

To have you close, embrace your heart
with my love
over and over
These are things that I promise
my promise to you


For all of my life
you are the one, i will love you faithfully forever
all of my life you are the one
I'll give to you my greatest love
for all of my life.

o yeah...

Let me lay down beside you
There's something you should know
I pray that you decide to
open your heart and let me show
enchanted worlds of fairy tales
a wonderland of love
these are things that I promise
my promise to you


all of my life
with all of my heart
these are things that I promise